Once again, I find myself struggling to write here. I cannot let any more time pass or I know I will lose interest and once again, abandon the whole thing like a good Aries. Allegedly, we Aries' are really good at starting things and really bad at finishing them. My case is not so alleged, however, so that's why I'm here, forcing myself to write. Ok, what just happened? I wrote this whole post about my cat's birthday party this past weekend and all the anxiety surrounding the fact that I was having a social gathering. I was almost finished and somehow, I ended up disappearing all of it except that first paragraph. I won't say deleting it because somehow as I was typing along, it just disappeared. I know this thing saves everything I write about every other word so I have no idea what happened. I'm a little embarrassed and more than a little annoyed at the fact that what was my successfully writing when I didn't want to, is now a bunch of crap. All I can think of to say are onomonopias. Before, I was all ready to feel good and disciplined at a task completed and now I have an instant headache. Oh, (heavy sigh). This will have to do for now. I'll try again another time.
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